Saturday, December 16, 2006

News... not exactly good news, but news nonetheless

Yeah, so I just wanted to keep all of my intrigued readers (Yeah right!) up-to-date with more "unlucky events"....

1. Laura and I broke up... there really isn't much to explain, and what I could explain, I don't want to post here, its not appropriate nor does EVERYONE I know, need to know the details. (most probably wont care anyway)

2. Work sucks... the only benefit is that we just were able to hire another person on.... PT, but whatever, its another body on the floor... and she's pretty intelligent, which in electronics retail, is nice. HOWEVER, we are still going to be loosing a FT associate on Jan 14th for school... so we need more people.

3. Okay, so something good.... ::thinks really hard:: I still have friends and family (even though I really haven't seen them in over a year, not counting the one day that I registered my car).... ::Thinks so hard he has smoke coming from his ears:: Svetty has been running well... though I do say, I still haven't re-paid my mechanic yet, as things around here have only gotten more interesting..... yeah, now my head hurts.... I'm not going to think anymore


okay, so yeah... that's it for now... onward to some music or something

Monday, December 11, 2006

Maybe every now and then, a simple answer is needed.

Yeah, I'm a guy,
Yeah, I tend to say stupid shit every now and again,
Yeah, maybe some shit really did mess me up a while back....

But ya know what, maybe I need a simple-strait answer every now and then... I can't read minds, and I don't know what offends people all the time...

Sometimes I may not choose to listen to the simple answer, but at least I do know it exists... and I know what it is. Sometimes I need to learn things the hard way.... even if the answer is staring me in the goddamn face.

But I can't learn unless I find out the answer, or unless the answer is given to me... (See: "I can't read minds")

And yes, I realize I am stubborn... like an Ox. Yes, I know I am bi-polar... like the north and south of a magnet (sometimes). And yes, I know I can be "Hard to handle" sometimes, but maybe a mutual understanding is necessary, and by this I mean, I am told the answer because I can't read minds, and in return, I try my hardest to make life easier.

If I need my space... I need my space, I don't want to piss anyone off.... and nothing is pissing me off that anyone can do anything about.... I'm bi-polar, it just happends sometimes.

If I need to be around people.... try not to shut me away.... I may not talk to much, but I do enjoy the company of others.

If I just want to hang out.... well, that's easy, I just want to hang out

If I feel the need to be in front of my computer for a while... remind me every now and then, that other things may need attention, and may be important.... (this one I know can be difficult, but I think I will understand in the long run)

AND PLEASE... if something I do pisses anyone off... sometimes you have to tell me these things... right away, after all, I can't read minds, and sometimes faces don't make it any easier.

Oh, and let me clear one thing up before I finish, and go back to bed.... Yes, this was inspired by someone.... However, THIS IS UNIVERSALLY TRUE, and is not DIRECTED at anyone. I am a little more mature than that, and sometimes I just need to get shit out. This goes for just about EVERY person I run into on a daily basis, most just don't have to deal with me all that long. :-P